Is This @ life

I LOVE YOU

2008-08-27T15:17:00.000-07:00

In this sweet,improbable and unreal world
finding you has given me my ideal world
why do i love you ? why do u love me ?
why should there be two happy as we?

can you see the why and wherefore?
i should be the one you care for your lucky ,
your lucky and I'm lucky too
all our dreams of joy seems to come true

maybe that's because you love me,
maybe that's why i love you

One and Only Best Friend

2008-02-02T23:10:00.000-08:00

You're the one who's by my side
when no one else is there.
You're the one I can always count on,
You always seem to care.

You help me through the tough times,
and when I've lost all hope,
You cry with me at sad times,
and laugh at all my jokes.

You never seem to judge me or ever put me down,
You put a smile on my face,
When ever you see a frown.

You're better than a brother,
You're more than just my boyfriend,
You have a special place in my heart,
That's why your my Best Friend.

Will Never 4get U

2008-01-26T01:46:00.000-08:00

Laying on my bed
Thinkin Of the sweet time we shared

You never knew, how much I cared

Ur picture infront of me.. tears down the side of my eyes

Ill never will forget u

I need you in my life

Don't you wanna wait for meLike I wait for u

Do u ever think of me

Like
"I don't think of u"

See !!!

Ur so far away

But you were on my mind

walking on the beach, in a full moon night with you

was the most unforgetable day of my life.

The first day we met

out side my friend home

you were looking me without blinking your eyes.

I still remember like yesterday

the reflections of how u were

oohhh!!

Wait for me love, I'm waiting for you

and sooner you finish your diploma, we'll full fill our dreams

the dreams we had from the beginin of our love relation

I'm waiting for you my love.
Hoping to see you after 6 months. love you

ThE nIGhT

2008-01-24T00:35:00.000-08:00

Hi guys... Did u watch the movie Illusionist?

Last night i was not interested to go out with my friends. Even was invited to a dinner from three friends. But I didn’t accept it.

” Mee vaa foohi dhuvas kolhe”

Was thinking to get busy in something. thinking, thinking and thinking...no idea came.

I guess i took an hour for that .
“Sigh”
really boring.

So I said good night to my self, and lay down on my bed.

SHIT... couldn’t sleep, was rolling one corner to another of my bed...
So I started thinking again “what’s the thing which I’ll be interested on?”

Should i start drawing cartoons? Or should I read story books?
Should I make hand made cards? Or should I write my diary?
Should I sing louder with the musics im hearing now? Or should I disturb my loving sis? etc

“Aaaarg”

I hate this... I don’t know what to do...all which I’m interested on; pop up at the same time.
I can’t decide anything now. Wanner do everything... And make my galhi sikundi work on all.
at last , I got an idea... Watch a movie. A latest movie.

Hmmm o.O

Now how am I going to find the latest...? Again the thinking part came.
Y do we humans have to think that much. I wonder ...: S
Thinking …. Thinking…. thinking..

"tada"
Taslaafa friend ye mathin e handhaan v.

So called him and told him to give me a nice movie which I haven’t seen. He came to my home. And gave me the “ILLUSIONIST”
DID U GUYS WATCHED IT ?.. its really awesome. I love it.

FINALLYYYYY … the night hav been saved Byyyy the Movie “ILLUSIONIST”. Hehe

Dhen Net kottamun dhaniko mi film ge macha alhaafa in lava e fenunee... Varah gulhey...i just loooove it. Wanted to share with u guys. tryied to post the song here. but couldnt..sad nahh
so lets c the lyrics dho.. Hope u’ll like it

(Wonder what will happen tomorrow night) o.O

The Illusionist -- Love Hurts (Spoilers!)

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast the truth
Don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in L.A.

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

FoRgIVEn

2008-01-23T06:58:00.000-08:00

My heart is yearning for him,
My soul is screaming out for his touch,
And my insides are bleeding just to have him here.
How could this be? That we are now miles apart?
When we used to be so close?
Of all the rest he took the time to find the real me,
When no body else seemed to bother.
Is been so lonely without him,
Nothing can stop these tears from falling,

Cant understand, where we went wrong? what did i do to make him walk behind others did i made a mistake? Didn’t he get love from me the way he need? am i not true to life? am i treating him bad? Theses are the questions encompassing in my head. and now, when I broke the relation with him, his saying

"baby, i'm sorry for all the pain I've caused to u,
i think about u everyday and every night.
that was my past, tried a lot to tell u, but couldn't, was afraid of loosing u
when you know the truth..
i haven't had any relation with her
if cant believe, ask her
she knows that i love u a lot.
i want u back in to my life,
will prove that to you and win your heart
you have changed me a lot, in so many ways,
I love u loa..
i feel the same pain your suffering. i need u more than anything.
want to start a new life with you , will never hurt you again
WILL NEVER”

hearing his howling voice and saying all those are too painful to think about
Started to fall back in love with him
I cant forget about him, feels like to give a last chance
and live happily like he says with no worries full of happiness, I just simply think,
I think about the days how he was treating me. So kind, so lovable
I just can’t forget it all

One sentence
only one sentence would change my life again..
Yes,

" I FORGIVE YOU "

All I can say is

whats done is done
and what will be, will be
what the future will be hold for me,
I really want to see...

Unfaithful

2008-01-20T05:47:00.000-08:00

You cheating bustard, how could you hurt me?
Am I not enough for u, I try to be tough with u.
Now your saying that I'm having an affair with my x.
how can u say that? when I'm so faithful to u,
did u ever felt that I'm double crossing?
I'm sure your answer will be NO..
You say it cox your the one who's after others
and thinking that I'm lying to u like u do to me.
you try to find, but it doesn't work.

You can't be faithful to me, so leave me be,
You can't ever be faithful cox your in need of others
If you can't be faithful, why am i with u?
why am i hurting my self?
You never thought that I would find out.
But I did and it's time to get the f*ck out!
You stick me f*cked with my life.

Just to think at one time it hurt like a knife
You can't be faithful to me any day, so just go to hell
You're a cheating b*stard,just get out of my life!"
you don't deserve life,just leave me alone
you can cry and say u will be faithful to me
i dont wanner hear any more,
so go and try to be faithful to someone else
thats the best way to end our relation

THE FIRST INSPIRATION...

2008-01-18T16:32:00.001-08:00

Even if you don't say anything, I heard everything

That you chose me as a lover

I feel like soaring in the breeze

Or maybe I will swing in these clouds

I will make the sky and the earth one

Tell me friends what should I do,

He spoke in such a sweet way

That he gave me dreams of a thousand colors

Like I completely surrender

And he kisses me with love that i have never imagined

he was so romantic and so emotional

is this my

First intoxication and my first spirit

of a new love ?

tell me friends? what shall i do.?

IM NOT BLIND....

2008-01-18T16:15:00.000-08:00

i cant believe, u tried to play me for long

u don't love me

don't tell me more lies

pretending that your satisfied

i don't know if your love's not true

the way u are trying to make me more fool

honey, u know that u were wrong

u were here for a min, and then your gone

I'm not blind honey, i can see

so y don't u admit it, that u don't love me.

u call me on the phone

saying your busy in your office

but i don't believe it

cox when i called to your office

they said u went out with a girl who works in a coffy shop

and how can u explain that

when we kiss, your eyes are opened wide

and they cant hide what your feeling inside

honey..

don't tell me more lies, I'm not blind,

i saw u on the street, at the place where we suppose to meet

and u were with another girl

i couldn't believe it

so i asked your friends

who the hell was she?

you know what they told me?

she was the girl that you met in a coffy shop last week

your playing my heart

trying to blame it all on me

and like the saying goes

what comes around goes around

one day you'll know exactly how it feels..

BETRAYED

2008-01-18T16:04:00.000-08:00

I watched you change

never knew That you would be like all the rest

You were so true, too good to be true

I trusted you and fell apart again with u

but never knew, that your innocent face would change like that.

u betrayed me, so Go ahead and Cry

you have done yours

all these days i was blind..

Don't bother to come back to my life anymore

do what ever you wont.

i wont be your girl anymore

Crawl up and die

makes u feel good. then do it

i just don't care

I'm here to wave you and say "GOOD BYE"